LoVe Is In De AiR

The day you went away

2011-12-26T13:50:00.000-08:00

Love - 27.11.10
16.12.2011 The day you went away ...
Our love is still there ..
But you just got to leave me for the tyme being ...
Due to some reason , but i understand that my love ..
Just to let you know that our love is E-replaceable by others k ..
Shall wait for the day till your return ...
Bie mokky ku syg ...

BIla rindu , ku sebot nama mu , Bila resah , menyesak didada ...

27th nov 2010

2011-04-15T12:19:00.000-07:00

The <3 story of ours starts : 27th nov 2010 It begin`s when i got cheated by opening HAND PHONE line ... Yet the phone wasn`t i`m the one who use ... Just getting 150 bucks from the particular person ... So i call check what i wanted to check ... Afterwards was meeting U at the mrt , so i got back meeting my friends as per normal ... About 12pm i got home and got started chatting with my friends .. FRIST DAY ! `About 3plus WE started chatting all the way till morning ... Afterwards u offer me to meet u & follow u to pick up ur friends @ cpc ... The 1st person who i met Ur friend was wan ... We broad his cabby ... Headed back to his home , couldn't stay long as his family was @ home ... So we got out and headed for CPC ... I waited in the cab ... As i don`t even know one of them at all .. Baidal / Eddy The person ; Eddy u wanna take couldn`t come out .. Than we headed to wan`s gf house ... Time passes by , u gotted news about eddy ... He will be reaching in an hour time ... @nite we when to his pub ... There were `BO , Mamat , Indra ` Who stayed in jw area too .. After drinking , we went our ways bck home ... Day 2 - 28th nov 2010 Without realizing ur here with me at my house ... All the while with me ... Even theres qurals ... Soon baidal & aidil and lots came in to the pic ... 1st month - dec Took de 1st pic on our one month ani ... :) Lots of things happen between 1month plus... We left baidal , let him noe his un welcome here... 2nd months - jan smoothly & peace btween us even theres qurrel... Pick zan @ cpc. Ate at bali thai Shop at topman @ tampinese 3rd month - feb Shopping , eating, movies , Ur bdae - 060283 bought camera , moto ... 4th month - mar Shopping , qurrels , eating , universe studio ... bought laptop... aidil Stole laptop , camera ... And went MIA with us .... Zan got caught ... 5th month - apr shopping , bought laptop ... 16th april prawning 7pm @ jurong hill ... :) finally go out ! yeah !!! so here i am gg to bed after updating my monthly update here ... good bites everybody !

A brand new year a brand new start for me in 2011

2011-01-29T01:24:00.000-08:00

Finally It`s 29th jan of 2011.
And here i am to update my nvr update the blog.

Firstly i`m hanging around in jurong west now.
As things happen to much at taman jurong.
Close good friends become like an enemy when we see each other.
Just diff for aryl`s case.
We contact each other just for the house case.
Not other than that.

Things sure will be different when tasha bapok is around with us.
ALWAYS NON STOP CREATING PROBLEMS FOR US.
Btw still thnks anw for letting me know helping people like u is no use one.
And letting me found a bf that i was finding for all along.

So ill just hope things will remain the same as normal.
with or without people sabotouch our relationship.

lng tym lng story

2010-09-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

Wad have we done to u?!
Tasha BAPOK.
Why are u remaining the same when the rest of us are changing bit by bit as the tym fly by us?
And why keep on lying to us man? Is nt worth it man! Tats makes us hating u mre. selffish farker. When u still gt balance of money we wont ask u to fork out or wad eva shit u noe. we expected u jus saeing treating us a meal will do. we wont expect from u mre u noe.
when eva i tok to aryl im sarcasting u.
No point helping u animre. as u dun apreciate wad we help.
tats y, im hating to cum over and stay at my taman jrg hse.
Bull shit u dun have a home or shetter i meant! wads my hse? a free hotel for u isit? and u told eiyna, by bathing and putting ur stuff here : dun nd to pay? dun forget i gt a rental china he came here one dae only Cost $6-10. extra laptop have to pay mre u noe. one month at least i earn up to $200 or $1000 plus.
u only i expect u to fork out eually as wad we did. nt mre than tat abt $67 bucks per month leh tasha! wad i expect u beta take it out on ur pay! and im nt gg to help u animre by giving u food and stuff!

home at taman jurong

2010-08-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

A brand new dae 4 a start.
By nt slpin and cleaning the hse , bath & slp.

Woke up find food and eat. haha.
Gt a few shocking sence.
Till watch sum tv on youtube.
than there goes uploading pic and typing u!

Hmm theres seems like its been very long eva since my last upload of pic. haha
here it goes to the start again. lagging!

Its 1120 now and im still so the bored as aryl & anna was aslp.
Im hearing alejandro by lady gaga now.

Pic are one part of my life now for wad ic.

Icey cold towards relationsionship.

2010-08-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

Darling.
Dun put the blames on me instead , u shuld ask why those guys ahead of u.
Why they didnt apreciate me at all.
And there u go having a hard to melt my heart like wad E*** did.
Light my darkness room wasnt there any mre.
It meant nth to me nw. Coz im nor longer the Emo kid tat u noe from the start of when im out.
The way ur trying to get me was putting lots of salts to my wound.

Plz think twice be4 wooing me. I noe its a 5 year crush , bt it's a one sided love
Even u treat me nice , bt to me ur jus a brother who i look up to.
Ur my Role model to me in my life.
Jason told me tat u like me. Bt i jus treat it like im ur lit sis.
When dadi told me its a serious matter , when i gt preggy.
Tat u reali like me for real, nt liying.
tat u care and gt drunk becoz of me i felt Remorseful. Bt the tragdey has happen.
I noe ur mad at E*** for asking me to throw away the kid. Bt its ok. u noe wads going on my dear kor..

brand new updation for a brand new story ..

2010-08-07T19:54:00.000-07:00

Hey a brand new topic for me to update abt.

For yesterdae - sat & todae-sun.

For yesterdae.

shuld be im meeting aryl in the morning..

Instead of tat i overslept..

Bt had a dreams tat seems so real tat i meet him..

ok tats all for the dream part.

wake up abt 0630. than msg aryl..

went to imm wif mami.. waited 4 aryl to cum while shop at daiso..

had shopping 2 tyms at daiso...

haha fun.. love it alot coz its gals duty to SHOP !!

After tat take cab to jrg west to drop off market stuffy.

than took cabby again to tmn jrg... paid by ezlink haha.. coz nt enuf cashes..

Hahaha.. damn funnies thing of all. and tat hawa! nvr return ipody !! gonna get it bck 4rm..

NUR SAKILA BTE TUSEN

2010-08-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

Halos !!! : I`m bck to data abt a junkie in my life !
Tat was ( KILA - AKA KIKI or suki )
Damn u gal !!
who u think u are to gif comment on me and my frend ??
Have u eva think tat hw we treat u? no rite !! farker !!

Now u and tat tasha babok can be under a name of betrayer , backstabber .
I can post wad eva i want on net man faker u!
Neva expect u would do things beind my bck like TASHA BAPOK !!!
Nw get lost and Get far away 4rm us !!! coz i dun treat u like human any more ..
DOG u man ..
And why we ask u to come down and tok to ask why u dun dare?
Hamchi lok koh ar ?
Fine u wanna step gt LC u beta come down meet us tok abt it than...
Dun hide at hum like u dun wanna step gt lc onli !!!
KNNBCCB !!!!

Overdose slp , Interview , Makan

2010-08-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

Planing was meeting aryl @ 2pm in da noon...
Bt wake up at around 0330...
Aileen called me up ... For accompany her for interview ...
So txt aryl check tat his awake or nt .. If nt i follow aileen to interview than meet him..

INTERVIEW SUCKS !!!
Due to age must be 18th..
Than tat M*** leh still nt yet 18th wad jus her face look old enuf...
2daes older than me only ... Bt nvm its ok ... Still gt chance to work mah .. Than jus wait onli lor...

Eating tym ...
Went to fusionipolis to eat...
Ate korea Saba + BBQ chicken ... Yummy ...
For aileen ate chicken char siew noodle ...
After tat we both took cab bck home..
Drop @ S-11 to buy food for aryl...
than got up meet him...

Saw Anna , Hawa at hum ...

We a bunch of free lancers ....

2010-08-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

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So just leave a MSG at our BeautyBox. Thank you.

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My lovely 18th bdae party planing

2010-07-30T08:47:00.000-07:00

Here comes sept 18th and there comes my bdae too...

My planing will be :

Book a long cab that can fit 16 peeps..

Sheesha / Sakura / Pastamania ...

Those who are gg :

Aileen , Aleb

Hawa , Din

Aryl , Anna

Ayim , Yanie

Sam , Adi

Daz , Me

Ella , Brock

Budi , Kila

Thats All i guess , bt for those who cant do update me..

Thanks...

hate that i love u

2010-07-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

Thnk god that i left u...
And i didnt make a wrong choice !!!
AMY KECHO !!!
Get far away 4rm me plz !!!
Jus hope that u wont make my name smell tats all i hope ...
Hmm im jus like a normal person wanna get away 4rm ur OT life !!
thanks alot god

Bitch u!!!

2010-05-29T19:17:00.001-07:00

Wad the hell u bitch!! Jus want guys to add u!! When gals add u reject them all hayati!!! Fuck off and die man ur the worst cheapskate I ever seen in life man... If u below are damn itchy why nt stand at geylang sure gt alot want u one !!! NBCCB !!!

Restless !

2010-05-29T03:58:00.001-07:00

Yeah... Finally I can get in my blog on the go man!!!

Well today I'm being so the tired dun feel like gg ani where at all... Bt still there is peeps are calling me to get my butt there.. Why it's always been like tat can't I have dae rest.. Dun feel like being a junkie.... Being control my steps by others... Why the peeps onli think for them self.. Nvr think abt others feel !!!! Dun like being control tis way man!!! Hmm... Wad can I do abt it if I dun speak up.. I must put the courage in me !!! Ok ! Hmm felt like slping again... I think I bate get bck to slp than... Gd nite..... :)

CHILLING

2010-05-28T12:50:00.000-07:00

hey guys !!!
im back in action in blog nw...
Finally nt being busy !!!!
gosh !!!
the last i post was at lan shopp regrading my ex, my werk and studies !!!!
Btw thnks alot due to him i learn alot by tat and go tru a new failed r/s ....
Bt i gain experience by tat makes me grow beta !!!
Joining my frends werk tat really owns us a great oppqunity...
so it really great werking with them...
bt lots of my frends dift away from me jus becoz of tat.. really thnks ar guys!!!!
nvr dream tat u guys treat me like tat by nt joining me i dun mind stiill cann contiued being frrends mah !!!! gosh !!
nvm since its ok nw...

My fatty boomboom ( adrian israyen soh junjie bby )
Hes doing finne real fine....
growing fast and gettingg bigger each dae....

and lasst !!!thnks to my ex ii noe who is he at last becoz danny told me everything wad he told him.....
u was who made my heart mealt 4 u bt tis u treat me farker!!!! bt true thnks...
i gt sumone who is treating me gt nw.... u shuld noe who are u if u read my post.....

Live y

2010-05-09T13:21:00.000-07:00

Is tis a brand new me in life ????

2010-05-09T13:16:00.000-07:00

Gosh !!!!

2010-04-15T11:35:00.000-07:00

Gosh !!!!

Help me plz !!!

I dun noe wad to do man !!!

Suddently I`m being selected to study N level bck ....

Bt currently im werking man ...

Hw wad shuld i do man ...

Haiz ...

Dun feel like disapoint any one ...

Mami ask me to quit my job ...

Bt jus dun wanna to ...

Im loving my job ...

Is there any ways 4 me to attend my classes by nt quiting ??

ANS ( no ) !!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

Im damn so fuck tpe feel like ending up my life 4 ones man !!!!

Shit !!!

Why Its supposing to be like tis farker !!!

????????????????????

Stresssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD PLZ HELP ME !!!!

IM CREBBING IN MY SOUL !!!!

2010-04-12T10:34:00.000-07:00

iM DAMN FREAKING TIRED MAN !!!

Werked for 14 hrs todae !!!

Yet im still at lan using com !!!

To update !!!

Haiz i disapoint my frends man 4 nt gg 4 the class todae !!!

Jus due to werk man !!!

It alot !!!

Oh dear !!!

Why u chose to let me go ???

Tot u where differ yet your the same still ...

Haiz !!!

Never leave me bt u left me in de end !!!

Loving u was so hard ...

Finally i gt u tat unbreak my heart of coldness !!!

sick and tired of love

2010-04-05T11:32:00.000-07:00

Im still loving u so bt why u chose to end tis r/s up ???

Bby although im actin like i dun care bt im still loving u so !!!

Each dae im been thinking of u !!! Do u noe tat ???

No u dun !!!

U really hurt me man i just being busy at werk nt flirting with other guys out there ...

Im trying to hold on ...

Bt u was the one who let go i couldnt sae anything my baby ...

Wanting u bck in my life bt haiz !!!

Im quiting soon !!!

I cant tolerate tis job any mre !!!

arrr !!!

Im joining my god bro soon man in a new job !!!

Hmm hope will be betta 4 me and everyone of our frends !!!

Seems hw god is helping us buiting tis thing and giving us a chance !!!

Yeppy im happy !!! bt nt yet bt very soon after interview man !!!

And the classes ...

Hpe tat i wont lose anything !!!

LIke in PM i lost hym in my life !!!

My love and everything man !!!

Haiz ... sads ...

everydae get drunk went bck hum !!!! slp and go werk ...

or meet my frends than get drunk alone and go hum ...

Everything nw its over !!!

we stead 4 gg to one month !!! than tis happen haiz !!!

2010-03-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

Everything always ended up like fuck !!!

Damn !!!

On my off day quarrel with him than i went over to my xing`s place to cool down ....

Cried as the way i walk over ...

Bt just sum times i really dun Noe him well enuf ...
And i just dun like the face of his being black face man !!!
Hmmp !!!

Why its like tat man ???

Just dun understand it very much ...

Or maybe I'm just being too over sensitive already ??
All the way when i`m talking with him i`m jus being holding bck my tear`s till he said time off that's when i told him bck bt in De end i MSG hym ...
Saeing alot tat my my hearts ache alot ...
Cried at the funeral becoz of him ...
Nt becoz of the person tats in and at the wake ...
Hmm ...
I should have think 1st be4 entering tis r/s ...
Should nt make their r/s gone ...
Bt now its too late coz I'm loving him too much already ...
God wad should i do man ???
Pls save me be4 I'm falling in to deeply...

Work yesterday !!! Damn man tis four eye frog !!!
Keep on li siao me ...
Haiz i noe ur mouth very de poison ...
Guess wad the apple crumble sucks man coz cold already hmmp ...
Bt still stanley much more better than u not so curel !!!
Have to wake and werk ltr man damndamn snow queen tml werking man ...
haiz !!!
Sainz man !!! Jus when the part of seeing her man...
Jus wad yesterday i broad the wrong bus man ...
I shuld have taken bus 30 instead of bus 10 ...
But lucky i called danny to help me sent me back home ...
But its like very sads coz promise to meet my frends at tmn bt became like tat ...
Very2 sorri ... :(

BBY,FRENDS AND WERK

2010-03-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

Werk :
Supposing had to start werk at 12 but i turn up at 2 ...
But i had called just to inform tat i`ll be late mah ...
When i reach werk at pastamania i told my manager tat i`m sorry for being late ...
Tats when Janice saes for 5 daes of werk hw many daes late ...
So i reply her 3 daes late lor ...
That`s when she started to nag at me like shit ...
Blahblahblah !!!!
Wad a damn shit lor hmmp !!!
Lei qing not like that also ...

Here comes to the nite part ...
Loving it alot that bby called sae tat he dun wanna go bck wanna take MC tok to hym very long still the same ...
Ok gt quite upsad abt tis lor ...
Hmmp !!! shouted on the phone drag my feelings .
Than cool down after nel tok to me ...
Hmm his kinda a good listener ...
Really appreciate Him for hearing my side of story and acc me take mrt always ...
Hmm got abit shock that my manager didn't bother when i shout ...
Hmm temperamental mood queen ...
Beta dun step her tail incase she turn and bite !!!
Opps ...

Friends :
Took mrt bck with nel yest ,,,
Nel gt off when jrg east came ...
So my stp jus 2 stps away 4rm me ...
Wait 4 it to reach lakeside mrt than i drop off ...
SO i took 98 to tmn jrg to meet my frends !!!
Than 4rm 12 plus to 2 plus 3 than board a cabby home ...
Chated alot of stuff with them ...
Kinda harpy when i`m with them ...
Maybe its the feeling of not being with them that makes me sad when the time i`m with them i`m happy ... :)
Once reach home got bit of rest than went to bath ler ...
And thats when i rest my dame ...

Todae date `s : 22 march 10

When work early todae just to let Janice see tat i`m not always a late person ...
Reach there around 4 plus 5 ...
Help 4 awhile coz thers still lng tym to start werk ...
So i went to change,eat and smoke then i go and do my farking cashier !!!
Had to count cash when 4 eye frog disturb me saying jam and all stuff if i do ...
He noes my week point on cash ...
Bt haha my manager bck me up ...
So i stand still on my point ...
Do till the last min of pre cleaning...
This tym went bck with lily ...
Coz nel gf wait 4 him to go home ...
And guess wad i forget to punch in my card ...
Bt still one gd thing abt tat was Janice put me early ...
Hmmp ...
That`s for all i guess continued when i`m free ...
NItes !!!!

farking tired dae man

2010-03-19T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hey hey I'm here to update again !!!
Like shit Eva since yesterday man ...
todae was my 4th dae werking at pastamania bt the hrs is counted ok bt it seems to be busy like hell nt even a nicotine break 4 me man ...
theres no rest ...
No break time 4 us to go toilet !!!
Lucky my frend help me take over than i go away otherwise i really can die ..
Pastamania is really damn pack tis two daes...
Im totally freaking tired man ...

PLUS TODAE MY MENS CAME MAN !!!
TOTALLY DUN FEEL LIKE GOING TO WORK MAN !!!

Bt in De end i went to werk still bt theres no mood in me lor ...

And still gt people since yest keep on let me angry ...
the YP`s boys man !!!
like frak only hatehatehate !!!
Nbccb ...
Puki otak korg lah sal !!!
ciner selalu gini kan tak leh ckp apa pe ...

K lah gtg to stp here 4 the nite nw ..

NItes everyone !!!

Tired werking

2010-03-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

Jus started werking at pastamania ...

Started werk on 150309 as a full timer tis tym ...

Had a gd tym werking there and thers frends to acc me too ...

Made new frends learn new stuff and dish of food too ...

Haha ...

For me still de same eating the same food i always eat hehe ...

Very tired jus 2 daes only bt my bck and leg all pain hmmp ...

No one help massage ...

Sadddsss ...

Baby dun have :(

Sobbzzz ...

Hmm nw still outside at lan shop haha ...

hehe ...

I think im gg crazy soon or ltr man ...

Adoi !!!!

Hmm updating abt my 1st dae werk got one very de high `class uncle` like sucks only lor wana complain ar no way man wanna sae things !!!

Duh wad eva layan kan je lor !!!

haha ..

todae gt tis group of cust make funny till cant stp man ...

Hmm janice starts her tempremental aready ...

Dun noe when mood swing bck must take note sia ...

Adiushhhh !!!

End !!!

Nitenite evrybody ,,,

Love yah peeps !!!

Katkeai @k@ tingtongniao

Wad the farking hell of tis damn shit interview !!!!

2010-03-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

Is this what i heard 4rm my friend tat i might not get the job due to i have a kid !!!

kental merepek pe sial !!!
Never ever been like that lor !!!
If it has been tis way why pastamania still take me bck and tis tym round is as a full timer !!!

Nah its alrite lor ...
Hmmp ...
Jus go back to pastamania and werk lor ...
happy go lucky man ...

Just being the normal me always

2010-03-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

Tis few weeks im doing fine as per normal ..

Lyk my usual rotine ...

Go get my butt`s ready and there gose me ...

Meeting my frends always ...

Hmm ...

Gg to start werk or get a job soon ...

Pastamania every week gt 2 tym off ...

Another one im nt so sure abt tat ...

Nw jus have to make sure tat my family , frends and my bf have same tym tat i spent with them ...

Hmm tats 4 all todae gt to get back to werk ...

Nites everyone ...

030310 Vinz

2010-03-11T08:11:00.000-08:00

Dose tis R/S of our`s started too early between our frendship ???

Hmm ...

I hope tat i make tis mistake was worth ...

And it didn`t make me regret it form the start ...

030310

Btw i still dare nt to tell u theres pic`s of my ex in my frendster ...

Coz its the only memorie of tat tym ...

Jus hope tat u will let me keep it only ...

After letting u noe ...

Maybe lah tml u shall get to see tis page of mine ...

After book out if i open it ...

Nw im having my break at werk ...

Jus nw atually i can go bt too bad boss was there ...

For those who can get out luckly lor ...

Hmm ...

I guess ur aslp aready in camp ...

Awaiting 4 sunrise than there gose one mre dae again ...

Have to get back to rest and prepare my self 4 another interview tml at 10 am at haborfront ...

Nt sure abt tis r/s nw

2010-03-03T10:23:00.000-08:00

Is tis a start of r/s between us ?

Or maybe nt ...

Coz no one really can sae ...

I jus felt tat im the THRID party of ur r/s ...

Even though u claim its nt ...

Hmm bt its ok gotta make things clear 1st ...

kay b4 any thing could happen tat much in future ...

No ending than there will be no starting ...

True or nt ???

Hmm when u read my blog ,

maybe we in the start of r/s , mid or ending ...

Im jus worried tat things will turn out like wad she treat u ...

Bt ill try not alrite ...

I`ll make my tym 4 my family , frends , u even werk too ...

So its the best...

And i`ll mark my werd down make sure i make it ...

Tis is jus a start of everything tat god onlie noes wads gg to happen next yeah ...

Jus put a little hope there ...

Anything can happen ...

Last : nites everyone ...

Loves dosen comes smoothly

2010-03-02T12:10:00.000-08:00

Why fate is fooling me all this time ???

Can`t i find sum one thats good and dosen`t mind my past ???

Or its a curse ???

It has been a long time since the last time i played guys feeling ...

Bt this time i`m was the one who seem to be the one who get played ...

I`m just going to put some hope only ...

But after i bought my ciggy ...

Every thing was like came crashing down ...

Just like nothing had happen ...

Hmmp the only thing u could accept was - (******)

Wad so eva i guess ...

But do u eva think i want it to meh ???

Im still young at the age of 18th become a (******) liao leh ...

No choice but this is all fate ...

I can`t controll it de mah !!!

No one wants it to happen tis way !!!

But some how too late ...

Or maybe ur just too good to be mine lor ...

:( hehex !!!

Is it finding a bf is so hard ???

For me i mean ...

Haixxx !!!

God seem to be in my way man !!!

Its ok i told u ler cant be an item can be frends mah ....

:) Hold it on tis way beta tat sum things gose bad ...

Is tis me

2010-02-26T08:05:00.000-08:00

IM a gal with emo personality !!!
Seeing me by the book of the cover was my hidden side of me...
No one can really noe wad im thinking most of the times....
Sum times even me too...
I would pled tat its wasnt me at all ...
Bt in de end seeing me ending deeply into it was like end of my life ...
I find R/S sucks most of the tyms !!!
Why it was me all the tym being hurt ???
Y nt u?
Sum times i wouldnt jus stp thinking of u...
Even u had said like tat...

Love wasnt the best thing in life !!!
The best thing is we have to achieve wad we have to !!!
And taking our parents in gd hands be4 its too late...

2010-02-26T08:04:00.000-08:00

I really missed the past when im with u ... Bt after wad i had heard ... It jus can be a past memorie of us .... Theres no turning back !! Even if u want me bck i had to think twices again.. u really hate me 140409

small kidss

2010-02-26T08:02:00.000-08:00

Nbccb !!! I dun noe which damn the low class of `gal' in boon lay wants to find trouble with my mums !!! anw jus to tell u guys sumthing pick sum one ur own SIZE and ur AGE !!! Oh yah i forgot ur jus a YP man !!! Nt yet matured wanna shout2 here and there !!! come on lah small kids !!! when far aready wanna shout no use the lah kiddoo !!!

2010-02-18T09:36:00.000-08:00

Gd u guys jus go away from my life alrite !!! nbccb !!!! when life is tough 4 u guys find us ... bt easy aready go away in silent huh !!! u guys are damn gd 4 100000000000 times !!!! esp tasha and kila !!! we are nt u fcking doggy to be waiting 4 u , finding and calling also !!! im tired aready of wad u wanna sae to the world jus be free to sae !!! watch out yeah !!! hellss waiting 4 u man !!!!! didnt expect u tasha to sae like tat to conrad huh !!! WTF u think u ar ???!!! alot of stuff has being out !!! dun wait 4 me to get u in my hands !!! alot of stuff u sae to sumone abt me !!! Showing face !!!! hmmp u dun noe who im lah !!! u always see im in silents rite see it nw my bad side nw !!! even thought u eva treat us bt its nt counted as much we did !!! my hse become a place 4 u to find food to eat, wash ur clothes and a shower room too rite !!!

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UR jus crazy over guys dicky man !!! yucks !!! really regret of having u as my friend in life nor wonder ur sis said like tat.. hmmp !!! i noe how u feel !!! wanna get bck to me rite ? come ar !!! ill be there standing still 4 u to come and i dun mind letting u wack !!!

Updation !!!

2010-02-13T13:02:00.000-08:00

It has been a damn fuking long tym since the last tym i update abt my ex ...
wahlao eh cant expect hym to be in tis way man !!! such a stmf and a faker too ...
Since then i have been planning to change 4 a betta life !!!
i dye my hair alot of tyms ...
than back to normal becoz i had to werk in tcc agency as waitress in da hotel...
really been hating when i had black hair ...
Now finally fuyoooo !!!
Change of style and color !!!
Pierceing is bck again haha each side one and even my ear hole !!!
Gt to be crazy enuf to be bck to me ...
Coz R/S really hurts me alot in life ...
So im letting it to numb me !!!
And i wont noe when im gg to find my MR RITE in life !!! `Maybe nva !!!`

Rite nw im gg to enjoy every bit of my life tat i missed !!!
Bt nt like a spoilbrat any mre and nt to pai kai ...
Coz i noe wads my age and im behaving like a kid who can stand it !!! `Rite?`

Nw regarding abt one bapok frend of mine !!!
Nt tat im saying abt all bapok ...
I jus like chilling out with them...
BT nt tis tat im trying to say ...
Who will go itchy with ur bf if their ur frend rite ?
Bt tasha (nickname)
will nva give face one!!!
damn it !! everyone of us didnt expect u to treat us back or wad us expect u to sae a word thnk u... bt mostly u didnt!... ur just such a follower!!! everywhere we go wanna follow!!! reali hate u alot lor rmb !!!! eisss nt gg to help u any mre!!! stealer !!! lyk to hid money rite?? u can just jolly well get kick off 4rm my life !!!

lyk shit in my life...

2010-01-03T08:49:00.000-08:00

like shit tis wad u treat me...
all tis is stmf nw i noe...
haiz...
hubbyku syg yucks...

2009-12-13T09:25:00.000-08:00

hmm hubbyku... walau pon kite aru stead i jus dun noe asl syg kt u lyk alot je...
LOve u seh...

2009-12-13T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hey there to those dont have to sae dont terase k ...
Coz im jus saying abt tis bapok tat is a stealer ...
Hmm is tis call frend? we are so damn f**king long the frend ...
But why shuld u steal kite punya kwn nier BF siak!!! tk perlu pe beb!!! ur jus sum one tat thinks abt GUY`s Dick only...
IF theres 100 of them ... all u will want them hah..
Every tym i saba wif u coz im so discusrd by u!!!
YUCKSS HATE OTHERS GIF ME A NICK AS UR BLOOD SIS!!!
TK perlu pe we both biggest sundal of all...
oh pls go toilet and take a look lah eh!!!

Updating of people tat are a bitch always....

2009-11-19T14:40:00.000-08:00

To who yang terase...
I hate u man who stay in taman jurong...
When no make up at home noe hw to find me...
Harap je rumah bersa!! tapi nk org beli kan barang...
Nk re-bond eh ur infront? WAit long long arkau nie...
KAU DAH MAIN KT RUMAH AKU INFRONT MOF THE GOD...DAMN IT MAN THE KAIN U BOTH USE I THROW AWAY... DIRTY MAN
WAIT ONE DAY U GET THE SAME THING AS ME THAN U NOE!!!!

ONCE PEOPLE MAKES ME HATE THEM ILL MAKE SURE ILL HATE THEM TO THE CORE!!!

AND I WILL MALU KAN EVERYTHING U DO 4 U BITCH... CHIBAI ITCHY!!!

Regrading abt the auntys uncles KPO in TAMAN JURONG!!!

2009-11-19T14:21:00.000-08:00

Its nt tat i wanna sae any thing or give any FUKING comments !!!
Bt it is too over aready!!!
I`ve been giving u all face bt i get non back !!!
Why all of u are like tat ???
It`s my prob tat i wanna hang around till wad tym !!!
EVEN LATE NITES !!!
Let me tell u tis !!! Ur mouth smell more smell than shit !!!
When i hear people sae abt me & frens or even family !!! wad dose it concern to u all ??? !!!
Sumtimes i even sae back ... u guys are not happy !!! then try to turn the werds over as if it was my fault !!! BLOODY HELL !!!

2009-11-02T22:13:00.000-08:00

Im diffrent from tis!!!! Take ur time and check it out....

life jus sucks!

2009-10-13T12:31:00.000-07:00

I noe u love walking in the rain coz no one would see u crying...

Bt deep inside me i noes tat... U left without a trace just becoz of hym... Why are u so curel? Didn`t u think abt me be4? I kept waiting 4 ur ans bt nthing it became... Nw having ur password is meanless to me coz onli u pic is there bt nt u...

Opps !!!!

2009-09-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

Heyhey

My frends out there...

Sorry if ill be MIA With u guys out there alrite....

I be back i months only....

So the crazy cat will be totally new...

So do wait and see alrite my dear frends... :)

Hey its my bdae today!!!!

2009-09-17T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hey its my bdae today!!!! Its on the 18 sep...

Hmm Adek and mami, me eat bdae cake at home before heading down to TPU!!!

Noisy lah budak cine nie suma...

Bt cine2 jugak aku ini!!!

HAHA...

Heart pain man when eric sent me message to wish me and just to say to pic is nt deleted...

Do i have to be in ur way always...

Just wanna start a new life only... Bt ur back again...

Saying abt missing u is have de lah...

Since the day we are off untill tis day...

Nvr eve one dae i`ve forgotten of u...

Busy ok....NVM bt why PITY my mum and me?

Hate tat!!!!

HERES SUM THING 4 U YA!

True love is when you shed a tear and still want him..

Its when he ignores u and you still love him.

Its when he love another but u still smile and say i`m happy for you...

*When u noe how to do is cry!*

{I love walking in the rain becoz no one can see me crying!!!}

100 times (WHY) !!!

2009-08-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm !!!
Is tis my life suppose to be?
Theres always alot of emptyness in me...
Father love..
Tot tat ill be able to be free to have freedom bt im wrong again and again...
In the gals home... Nw outside...
Ive become sumone is much more with hot temper till the fire cant be mist !!!

Hmmp even my love ones too...
Damn it forget abt it lah yah...
No used...
Bt will my heart 4get hym when tym pass?

Ill surely make hym reget to the core one...

HMM dun feel lyk being the head of the hse anymore...
Mami just dun understand me at all..
JUst ask the fucking china man to get out only mah...
Hard mehh...
Can save more money on the bills man..
She just dun understand!!! fuck lah...

BTW DO TELL U SUM THING DUN PETTY ME... Hate tat to the core!!!

butoh !!!!

2009-08-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

Heyhey!!!
Just dun understand peeps are lyk tis!!!
I noe tat u dun lyk me...
Bt u dun have to say till lyk tat mah....
Dotsdots!!!
Is tis called frend? BULLSHIT... STFM!!!!
U dun noe wad happen on tat day yeah...
I have to work coz the outlet is short of staff when i call hym tat im gg there to meet u guys first... Then My F de MANAGER called me up!!! Then i have no choice too.
and tat day im using hp budget tat cannot pick up calls and reply msg... even out gg too...
SO WAD DO U EXPECT 4RM ME !!!!
Hmm nvr think abt others...
U think tat ur always rite mah... I think tis part u gt it all wrong man !!!!
U nt even prefect coz ur a human nt a GOD the creator of tis world alrite !!!
Nt i wanna say tis lah hor... I noe tat u sure will kene burn at the butts one mah... (toi soi)

2009-08-12T09:56:00.000-07:00

Heyhey i fall in love with feel wad i feel 4rm kat deluna...
Love her songs beb...
But makes me thinks of hym.... (Babylovess) Even thought we are nt together...
I still love hym... Ill be waiting 4 hym nor matter wad....
Coz its a promise 4rm me to hym... And even my self...

Btw my werk place lyk wad only ask them dun open love songs they open....
I let my tears out in just a min... Becoz he lyk love song as i lyk pop song tat are in trend...
You really wanna see improvement in me rite ok sure no prob there...
Btw dun worry My werk place most Dun have wad u dun like one... Ok...

TO HYM (BAby lovess)

leparking ar beb...

2009-08-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hey hey... Met MIRA at T.j busstop...
So we can go together to J.W to meet gegerl...
So when we reach we mgs gegerl... And we waited 4 her abt 45mins and more than tat i guess...
Reason becoz she watching NDP of 2009....

Then im hungry went to get food 4 my self and aryl dan mira jugak... Then we take pics and stuff...
Haha i did jumping pics too...
haha...
Then we lack till 11+ i guess then we move our butts... haha..

Sori kind short here..

ACC ME BACK 4RM WERK

2009-08-06T01:59:00.000-07:00

Thanks beb 4 taking me back...

Hehe mira dan aryl amek ku alek keja...
Syg both of u lahss...

Tapi gegerl pon nak ladang tapi tk leh psl dier kai skirt shorty giler nier...
Tk pe lah beb thanks 4 having the heart there k syg...

HAHA i cant find the place where u gals are at frist...
Tapi lucky let me found it at last beb...
Kiter duduk jap beh mira nk gi toilet...
Selapas kiter gi toilet ku nak make up jap...
Beh mira kai gugak at last kene muke kt cheek bone... BLACKY MAN...
hahaha... kecian beb ini... beh lapas kiter keluar 4rm toilet kiter mek pics... Funny lah yang infront of bra shop nier...
haha...
lepas tu ade org keja maner.. swit at mira dio... haha... kiter tk layan..
kiter nk gi mek bus pon ade jatan maner tengok mira lah beb...
Dalam bus mira sing sing seh beh aryl diam aje... mmm...
DAh turun bus pon ade mat pak cik tinggal saner tengok mira... haha...
Lepas itu kiter alek kite sama dan aryl duk jap pat shettel... Jap itu jadi lama pulak... haha... hmm kite hata aryl alek rumah.. beh kite kol mira bual jap kt telfone.. psl saya takot

Hey hey gt angry with my manager and the peeps there...

2009-08-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

Hey caught My manager and tis colleuge of mine talk bad abt me !!!
Hate tat ill try staying there bt no choice ill leave 4 my sake !!!
U think im wad can take it hah... NO u people are wrong aready sori to say tat lah !!!NBCB ARRRR!!! BLOODLY FUCKER INGATV AKU TAK TAHU PE KORG BUAL PSL KU !!! Time lambat ar bob nk step gangters atau dah try sume barang kt dunia ini eh... KAU bolum lagi duk pat dalam try eh...
Jagan Sampai sesatu hari aku tak leh take it kan...
Korg jaga je dio !!!!!
Kalau korg nk aku drag aku punya feeling kt cust boleh jugak eh...

WARNING DULU !!!

The place i`m werking always reminds me of (HYM) The food i ate !!!

2009-07-29T11:04:00.000-07:00

Well 4rm the start i still cannot 4 get u... i eva ask my self wads so good abt u bt theres no reply... Ur too good to be mine i guess... MM the things u ask me to delete i done it.. bt kept one pic in my hp nw... just to think abt u... U shuld noe who i`m refering to nw... 1st day staying ur hse.. u brought me to pastamania to eat... becoz u nd to do sum thing there... when i eat the food nw just the same bt one thing tats diff is u were nt longer by my side any more !!! I even cried... Coz i miss u so... Sum one in my werk place looks alike like u bt he wasn`t u... I can treat him like hw i treat u... Coz he just a frend... Ure diff....

Theres people disturbing me aready yet ur nt there 4 me...

First i heard people calling me 4rm kitchen... Bt i hack care... At last Ah hui called me 4rm beind say jack called me... So i didnt think of any thing... I still can ask wads up... He ask me u gt bf... I said currently nope... Then he said he dont have gf too... Then alot people disturb me... Say tat can see aready... bt i still dont take it... Coz i noe they are number 1 Joker there...
So i hope nting lah k... Coz i`ll be waiting 4 hym always...

Mac , Chanel Make ups... (Perfumes too)...

2009-07-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hey hey ATTENTION to all plz ....

I`m helping out my gal frends to sell products of Mac , Chanel make ups even perfumes !!!

I`m selling half of the price tat the company is selling .... Don`t worry its 100 % original ... It`s beening taken to be sold by us becoz its just samples and printing done wrongly...

Here comes the products ...

Unisex perfumes -PRICES
Issey miyaki-25
Guys perfumes
Lacoste -25
Ladys perfumes
Chanel no 5 -25
Chanel no 19 - 25
Guccci envy me -25 ...

MAKE UPS

Mac products :

Mac blusher - 15
Mac compact -16
Mac eye liner cryon (Black,brown) -6
Mac eyeshadow - 17

Chanel products :

Chanel Lip gloss -8
Chanel mascara -10

Lip stick -6.... Hello kitty vsion

While stocks last !!!

Any thing just get me through tag board or my number 4 those who has it...
Or my Email Catzulki@yahoo.com

HAHA !!! NVR GO WERK !!!

2009-07-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today nvr went to werk..
So wake up at 10 called pastamania...
And say I thought today nvr werk as i ask 4 today off...
Nd to bring mami go see doc...
Than they say ok..They forget !!!
Haiz wad to do....
Each day too busy liao....

Wad a shit day at home...
No money mami frend say she will treat me eat at lunch...
Wad i waited was like one bloodly ass hole...STUPID
If u wanna do some thing or play majiong at least tell lah...
Its ok i dun mind i can at least find food at home or something...
From breakfast i waited...
Haiz tis type of peeps ar...
(KPO STEP ONE OLD BIG HEADED GANGTERS)
Nt i wanna pick those who are OT we called old timer lah...
She always wanna pick a fight with the abie...
Haiz not one (GANGSTERS) dun step one ok...
Peace off man!!! Bloodly hell fucker!!! I`m nt one of u dog to be waiting 4 u lah... NBCB!!! In chinese or hokkien form...

Shouted like one crazy kid any tym will take a Parang out one...
CB lah she say wanna treat me at last wad happen man...
nthing leaving hungry 4rm morning!!!

GALFRENDS TATS CALLED

2009-07-27T11:57:00.000-07:00

GALS MIRA AND GEGERL IS SICK SO AM I....

HOPE U BOTH GET BETTER ALRITE....

Miss the laughter of gegerl...BETTER get better alrite...nites too all of my gal frends alrite...Yesterday haven blog finish...Hope when better ok liao one i mean...Than can meet the 4 of us together..When i off...Ok bebs...

Been sick and werking..

2009-07-27T11:44:00.000-07:00

On the 24 / 25 of july first tym i fall sick since so long...
But happy to get rest otherswise non stop werking 4 me..wad i`m becoming to one of this fine day... Am i who i a to peeps who noes me?Or not any more...Haiz dun noe wad to do lah if can i also dun wanna be in this way of life i just wanna be who i am nw or in the probation time...Even its lonely and missing frends around me but tats much better...No worry at all abt money....Ahyi will sent money into my pocket.But now i lost her trust and even more...The tampinese hse i dun think i gt a share coz i saw wad she had wrote in the will of hers...10% only i get...Hmm nvm lah wad has i contribuit in the family..Only trouble i bring...Nw tat i`m like this...CLOSE FREND NOES ABT IT...top mission...

ATTENTION EYE BROW!!!

2009-07-25T09:44:00.002-07:00

Plz juged !!! Wads wrong with our eye brow thin or (botak):means nothing !!! Guys and ladys are the same ... We wanted to follow trend... So we dun even mind wad other peeps might just juged us... I`m nt a minah or wad... Just tat i prefer mine eye brow just like tat... When sum one is ugly wants to step cute or KPO ... Plz see ur-self first than say peeps lor!!!!

HATED BIG HEADED KIDS !!!! (GANGTERS)

2009-07-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

Attention to sum young and big fuck kids today i saw !!! Who are u on earth u think tat u own tis place and wanna see peeps in tis fucking matter of way !!! Sum more in taman jurong !!!Well I`ve just get better 4rm my sickness day ...So i lazy to say any thing... bt if hand started die u boys!!! And this wad i get today "OH PLZ" If u dun like peeps sounding u say EXP ( WHY ARE U SEEING ME) So dun see people lah fucking ass hole... Tis type of people dare to say dun dare to move have no (balls)... Small kids i ever since in my life tym !!! So better stay one place till u get old enough to earn money 4 ur-self !!! YP kids... dud wadever shit!!!

Meeting galfrends at JW !!!

2009-07-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

HEY MEET EEJAH AT JW NEAR HER PLACE... SEE TOUCHING RITE SICKSICK I ALSO GO DOWN !!! HEHE BLUCKS !!! HAVE FUN AT THERE... SOON WE MEET THE WHO ARE??? HMM I STM AR !!!! DIEDIE... YOUNGYOUNG LIKE TAT LIAO... HEHE... THEN WE GO MAMAN AT KFC... HEHE I SICK STILL EAT TAT STUPID RITE !!! BUT WAD TO DO CRAVING 4 TAT SINCE I`M IN SIDE GAL HOME...

BEST WE WENT TO THE FREND HOUSE BELOW .... BUT IS SOME WHERE ELSE...
WE used com 4 a while... and she must take her bf... then they come and lack2 with us... hmm as the tym gose by... tym 4 them to go back has cum and we went back to gegerl blk... sit 4 awhile then sent her back...Same2 lah beb...We just say tat we are nt afriad of things when we haven saw one yet...Bt 4 me the feeling is always there...Be4 sumthing tat we heard....

Hmm went to take bus liao...(98) 4rm JW to taman jurong...Then i and aryl go play com 4 awhile...Then we went back...I sent aryl back and call gegerl to tok to me o the phone...Becoz of the same thing too...hhee...

Hmm today made new frends and werk happily !!!

2009-07-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm today almost reach werk late !!! Lucky left 5 mins i ran up the stairs and to the link 4rm the bus stop to haborfront !!! Hehe.. Almost reach there than step chill !!! Haha ...
Made one more new frend at werk .... Is kiko sister... (ashikin) dun noe i spell correct or nt...
enjoy werk with her today... She nt like shakila... Maybe will become good frends lah...
4 wad nd to step people being gd aready than do the same!!! DUN EVER STEP ON PEOPLES HEAD ESP MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arrrrr !!! tired day 4 me !!!!

2009-07-18T10:11:00.000-07:00

Arr!!! Today suppose to be my day off... Nt doing any thing! Bt have to becoz so messy! But nw its alrite 4 things... ANd it`s still messy... I haven clean up yet!!! haha.... oppsss...
complain i noe... hehe... hmm i kept smoking all the way when i do hse werk...
lucky tat china man nvr come hate hym lahh sia!!!
Ever since we got used the phone or me he will show face at me...no use renting out to people tat are lyk tis!!!! Hate hym also use hys lappy hehe... Sial lah aku ni...

JUST NOW TOK TO MY BAOBEI ON THE FONE 4 AWHILE!!! BT HAVE TO HANG UP BECOZ HER MOM WANNA USED THE PHONE... Haiz.....

Haha nw i`m using most my tym on werk and frends...
But my manager wants to put me on full shift....
Hmmp will be very tired bt nvm lah also can mah...
At least got money to spent....hehe...

Wanna buy hp tat sell $128 at here... And many more things tat i wanted...
Lappy , make up kit...Nice bagu in bugis and orchard... Yahoo...

kat keai..

Today werk with shakila...

2009-07-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

today werk with shakila runner outside at the hall....
Funny bt gt kene say...hmmp hate it...
Sum time nt our fault became ours....

The stupid "mama" tok bad abt me nvm....
One day....
it`s such tiring werk today....

Nw starting to hate shakila...
Attiued suck man step one pretty at werk only.. Bt in northlight haiz wad to do small kids tat nvr grow....

HATE SUM PEOPLE

KATSIAO18

Yahoo!!!! First day of werk. Eveything is smothe...Nthing gose wrong....Werking at Pastamania...

2009-07-08T07:51:00.001-07:00

Hehe..Today almost late GG to werk but lucky me..Take cab go there...
Hmm gt NOR at werk...Can acc me....Through tis tym...But tml i`m starting werk at 6 to 11....NOR werk untill 7 only...Then left me all alone...Hmm today aryl,nabby come 4 the job interview...so best seh....Hopefully they will get and we can werk together....

Nw i`m gg to update abt my baobei...Dun noe hw cum most of the gal home frend say i curent with her bt nvr lor...PLZ LAH BAOBEI IT~S VERY HARD ME 2 4GET HYM LAH...

BAOBEIBAOBEI!!!!

2009-07-06T09:33:00.000-07:00

BAOBEI!!!!

Hope u will see this one day...
Nt i dun like u...It`s just tat ur Baobei and a close frend to me...
Nt much.... As i still CANT forget abt hym.....
Hys alway`s on my mind.... hard lahhh...

Hmm nw u gt gal frend liao...So all the best yah...

BAOBEI 4 EVER

I`m loving hym more than me....

2009-07-06T09:22:00.000-07:00

Babylovess...
Each tym i went through the pic tat both of us...
My tears would flow w/o any reason being given in me....
Why must it be tis way...
I should noe i should`nt noe u at first....
Should have nt taken tat move of ours!

Nw jus doing things to NUMB myself..keeping myself busy....
So wad theres others guy wants me...
I cant let out a space 4 them any more...

Baby miss u too much tat my life is all abt u....

Hmm loving hym more than i love my self!!!ERRR

2009-07-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

Hw much i wish that i would be the same as who i am with hym....

Wanting hys msg any tym any where in tis place of human beings..
Bt its just a hope down there...Haiz its true tat i wiil wait 4 hym till the end of my life... I just want hym nor longer other guys... Foolish i noe u people would say bt its true... Go werk also peeps disturb bt just fuck care... I noe who i am and wad place i stand!!! Nvm lah if he doesnt wants me any more... Plan to have a better life .... FAMILY,WERK,FRENDS.... I noe u will see tis one day... Or maybe not... Hmm i`ve nvr love sum ome till the stage like tis... Damn shit... MISSING HYM SINCE 070609... The last day with hym... tatass..

Katty keai

Sad and tired love...

2009-06-07T09:12:00.001-07:00

First pic of ours outside Shebangs when drinking there...

Well i have fallen in love with sumone with that break up with his wife...Our story contiued till 070609...It`s just a pause at here only.but i don`tnoe will it end here or contiued when next year comes? Who noes if he found sum one better than me here...today will be the last day here with him together here...but will attent church together with his parents and his brother..Soon after this month i guess i`ll be korea to cool down for 3 months then come back..I think i will work there 4 tem....come back with money then school...As i`m schooling i`ll wait and wait 4 the day to come...Baby if you see tis journal let`s make a deal here...ok...JUst don`t noe why my love for u are tat strong...Maybe tis is faith...Don`t worry i will change as the days goes on there...All the best for ur life here or any where..studys and work too...Will alway`s love u till the end like wad you said in our one month ani...Takecare....

Is tis real love 4 me?

2009-05-13T16:04:00.000-07:00

Firstly our relation-ship started on 140409...It was just a started of trying 4 me..But without realizing it happen to be my true love...Compare to those Bf tat i had...His been the good guy in all of them...Like he nvr lose his temper at me or what ever things i cause...Nw the Feeling towards zyzy is back but the guy wasn`t zyzy...It`s my babylovess....I think tat his sumone tat i dun wanna wish to lose...Dun noe why too.Well i`m a person tat minds other or my bf of controlling in my life..But as 4 babylovess...I dun mind it at all...Today is our first ani but wad i did yesterday was kind of nt nice...Keep on blaming my-self..Hw can i forget tat baby actually wants to spent time with me..On yesterday becoz baby got nite class tonite tat`s why he wanted to push forward....I noe tat i`m the one always gave hym disappointments...I really hope tat i can really change and move forward with hym to the end of our life time...Yesterday nite i cried becoz the words tat he say`s really stay`s in my mind all this while...Baby hw much i wish i could change the futher to let u have a better one when ur old...I noe tat ur happy enough tat the futher teller had said..But in my heart weird2 one lah...i told u tat i wanna change my life 4 u if i can life until 90 4 example ar..I would pass u 10years..Even mami too...U say tat u would hate me..I dun mind it`s sumthing tat i have seen be4 tat i dun wish to go back to the past...
Baby I`ve tried promising u things but sum i think i still can`t make it..But i`m willing to try..Becoz of mami,ahyi and you...
I would hold ur hands till the other world if i can..
Althought it`s hard now but i dun mind...coz it`s worth one for all tis..Being with u makes me wake up 4rm the things i had in the past...Even my so called god didi...
Baby if i can walk down the lonely street with u,nor-matter how long it takes to walk i`m willing to..Coz the only one who`s there to take care of me it`s u...I would be tat sumone who`s loving u deep inside my heart and never let go ok..:)

Had a good few days...

2009-05-11T16:33:00.000-07:00

With baby,frens and even his amry outing lor..
Hmm happy to join them but felt kinda bad lah..
Becoz i puked while riding..
Then coz Baby and kenny to stop to take care of me...
Hais2....
How much i wish i was sum one normal for one day...
Really de normal i mean...
Not Emo kiddo any more..
Now i understand everything tat gd,close of best frend do break of becoz of things...
I really undrestand things much more better..
Had seen wads frends called...